Heh, half of semester passed by!
Somehow I feel quite... odd? Everything changed not so long time ago. It's like I got rid of a great burden, that I've been carrying.
And yet it doesn't seem to feel that right. It's more of a feeling of hollowness inside my mind.
Yep, I feel lonely. Being a legal grown-up haven't been easy from the start.

Next week looks promising! Firstly I'm going to watch a film '2012' and the day after there is a concert of Beltaine! Everything accompanied by nice company xD

And holidays are coming. Actually, you can feel Christmas in all shopping centers. Who cares about the fact, that it's November? And to add, THE BEGINNING of November?

My psyche is cracking up!

As many of you know the fact that currently I'm not in a good health I'd like to share some thoughts with you. These are about how my mind is running when I am locked in my house, without any possibility to go out.

IT'S HORRIBLE!
Ok, everything and nothing! My brain is in a half-closed mode (due to a big lack of sleep [due to a runny nose, that is blocking my access to the air <due to flu {due to being infected by a person...}>]), but, in the same time, I can receive more information than usual. But, oh irony, NO information PROVIDED! I'm withering... STUPID SICKNESS!! STUPID FLU! Oh, ok. I've been studying, making dinner (today were pancakes), and looking for something interesting in the internet. Later I had done some psycho-pseudo-tests. Asocial, lazy... Ehm, do you know that in other life I'm going to be a grizzly bear? Me neither... Oh, and I know that after my death my corpse will be worth 22834 zł... And my brain is a hermaphrodite!! Khe, khe, khe...

Last night was the night I slept really well (comparing to other 4 sleepless nights...) and so I'm having weird dreams. My former teachers of English adopted me and later I found a bunch of screws and wanted to clean them, but Mr. Teacher got mad at me and threw me out of the house (well.. flat). Then I came back and he made a restaurant of my room...

Listening to music also changed... I started to look for really annoying (for bigger population) songs. For example -> [link]
Oh God... My brain fries...
PEANUT BUTTER JELLY!!
I'm hungry...

And what about drawing... I suffer a great lack of inspiration, that is REALLY NOT COMING BACK!! I have no ideas...
Currently I'm working on one thing. And with later I don't know.

Lying in bed totally sucks...
Taking pills sucks even more...
And not being able to go out of the house is a total fail...

That's the end of my complaining!!

The first part of the title should be quite understandable? I have a big lack of money -__-'' Good thing I'm starting my work soon! I'll finally earn some cash. And buy myself something big! I'll go to the sushi bar for my coming birthday xDDD
What? It's better to have your own cash than ask your parents for some!

And now this magical September! Two trips - one with my family and second a field trip! Both of them abroad! This is going to be fun? I hope so! Those are last pieces of my dead vacations xD Plus my scan is not working? I have many drawings to upload!! >.< And I can't!!! I dislike taking photos of my work, THEN uploading... I have to wait for my laptop to be feed? Yep, charger is dead, so my laptop died from starvation...

ROME AND PRAHA! HERE I COME!

[EDIT] Exclusive Polish version for Marta ;]/ Ekskluzywna wersja dla Marty xD Idź ty sie uczyć xD

Pierwsza część tytułu jest raczej zrozumiała? Mam wielki deficyt pieniężny -__-'' Dobrze, że niedługo zacznę pracować! Nareszcie sobie zarobię. I kupię sobie coś wielkiego! Pójdę do baru sushi na swoje urodziny xDDD
No co? Lepiej mieć własną kasę, niż prosić się rodziców!


A teraz ten magiczny wrzesień! Dwie wycieczki - jedna z rodzinką, a druga - plener! Oba za granicą! Będzie zabawnie? Mam nadzieję! Są to bowiem niedobitki już zmarłych wakacji xD Plus, muj skaner nie działa? Mam wiele rysunków do dodania!! >.< I muszę poczekać na laptop, by został nakarmiony? Yep, ładowarka nie żyje, więc mój laptop umarł z głodu...

RZYM I PRAGA! OTO ZMIERZAM!

Proszę, Marto, zrobiłam to dla twojej przyjemności i lenistwa xD Nastepnym razem radzę użyć słownika xP

Uh, not even a single journal was written during my holiday? It's depressing. Holiday ends on next Monday... Or better say Tuesday... Where have those freaking 2 months gone!!!???

Kurutto mawatte ikkaiten!
Kurutto mawatte ikkaiten!
Kurutto mawatte ikkaiten de
Hikkurikaette wha-ha-ha!

Spin and roll!(?)
I'm listening to some weird songs...
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Also my driving license course is ending in two days. That means theory will end and I'll be having my first driving lessons!! I can't imagine me sitting behind a steering wheel... As well as my friends can't imagine me driving... I must admit that I can't start my car properly. Because instead of GOING it was JUMPING... Oh, this will be fun xD

Through my holiday I've watched whole seasons 4 and 5 of "M.D. House"... And 6th season will be aired on 21st September this year!! And I have to wait -_-

Also with my family we've visited almost a half of Eagles Nest's Trail. Castles are fun as long as they look like castles. Most of them were in ruin. It was still fun, but... One day they'll disappear! Stupid country, not taking care of its own monuments!

Mentally? I guess I'm ok? Though I don't think I'd put this Holiday in my list of "THE BEST HOLIDAY EVAH!"... Though time spent with Dorota was surely the best Yesterday we were on the Beskidy Śląskie mountains! We've visited Wisła-Czarne, the place which once were called my second home. Every Summer, Winter and Autumn we (my family and I) were going there. We stopped two years ago and this year I really wanted to see this place. Weather wasn't nice, though. And I've noticed a bigger lack of trees...

Now, it's time to prepare for school!!!

First week: The hell with it!!
It's raining -_-'
And nothing, but only raining -_-''
I hate when it's raining T-T
Can it stop?
No, because it has to RAIN!

Ok, I have no idea what to do. I have two months (two weeks are occupied, of course) and free time, and... God, I have to find myself a job. Job for one and a half of month.
And what are your plans?

Those two weeks planned, mentioned earlier, are going to be spent in Croatia with my friend, Dorota. To be precise, we're going to a camp to town called Biograd na Moru. Quite nice place, assuming from photos.
And other? We want (my family and I) to complete whole Eagle Nests Trail (Szlak Orlich Gniazd). Maybe one trip to the Beskidy mountains is going to be organized too.

But Matura is coming...

ENJOY VACATION!